Finding Jeni’s voice.
Be Activated started a continuing journey of self-discovery and opened up a whole new world that I didn’t even know existed! I was getting on with my life which was okay, my own successful business, lovely relationships, etc, but I was playing the victim, telling myself I had to work hard for everything, nothing is easy, lacking in self-belief and confidence, not even feeling powerless as I didn’t know that it was an option.
With intrigue and ‘my big girl pants’ on I attended my first activation course, most of the first day I sat quietly listening, wondering what am I doing here these people know so much more than me, keeping myself to myself, hoping to not be noticed really until of course I am invited on to the ‘couch of consciousness’ for the abdominal section “Jeni come join me, you must have a strong core if you are a Pilates instructor”. Well, we all know that that wasn’t the case.
At the end of the first day I felt alive probably for the first time in my life, I felt as though something inside me had been unlocked, that I had superpowers to see things more clearly, I felt more energy in my body, everything looked sharper, colours brighter, my head was lighter, calmer and the only way I can describe it was a KNOWING, I was connected to something greater than myself but no idea what. I was hooked I had so many questions and so my new story started.
From that point on Jeni has found her voice, the initial activation training started me on a discovery of finding the better version of Jeni, who was she, what did/does she want, how can she serve, and actually realising she is doing okay at this thing called life. Not only personally have a changed but my business has grown, become more successful without more stress and hard work.
I have lost count of how many times I have attended the training, but what I do know is that each time a different version shows up and a better version evolves during the time working on myself.
Now I feel more confident, trust my instinct, believe in myself, and actually feel like Jeni does have a voice and that people want to hear what I have to say and which means I can serve my clients so much better, it is ongoing tho!
This is my story, in a nutshell, it truly has been a life-changing experience and long may it continue to amaze, surprise, and intrigue me, thank you to all of you that have been on the path with me, teaching me, an extra hug of gratitude to Doug for those knowing looks, quiet moments of words and times on the couch to help me find my inner voice.
Embrace life, live fully, spark joy xxx